It's Ceaseless!

It is ceaseless...~!
Once we were born in this damn earth, we have been faced with variant matters of life.
they keep waiting for us to grow well and mature as well.yeah, luckily we didn't know it when we were still baby, could u imagine if we knew it earlier, we might be being a baby forever, cuz we didn't expect for those!
Heheheheh...
that's the power of God's love, He knows when he has to give us the tests, let's say these life problems are the tests!
it's such a pupil who attends a school, let's say in primary, started from know nothing to know everything!
before having a test at school, there have been a lot of reviews held.and even in middle of reviews there has been displayed lots of samples to ease the process of understanding, and is not rare for those tutor create the pupils to be sample, as the purpose is to make them easily comprehend the reviews and they are capable to create the same case then find out the solution to overcome those test.

That sample is portrait to display our mind on how is the process to gain better achievement by overcoming those variant tests!
It's not as simply as theory than done! It's totally hardly to be implied, however, we can if we think we can!
God knows well, when he has to put us on a particular case, He belongs our life wholly, so there won't be any reason for us to say""NO/ WHY ME''
Now, the question is, where are we when He is explaining the reviews?Are we listening what He says and explains, Do we imply what he asks for, do we achieve the right explanation? or  do we against those all??
Let's answer it by our self, no need to explore it....
If the sample above, a pupil who gives his ears and attention and wanna practice what the teacher said, 98 percent can be assumed that he gonna surpass the tests or even could gain higher than expectation!
in opposite to those who do not give their attention could hardly say that they will pass the tests as well.
that's totally fair for them! in other words, there gonna be price for something!

So the life does! we have been provided lots of sample and variant reviews have extended right away, but we are not seriously to listen and to do! therefore, most of us get depressed and suspense in overcoming the matters of life!

Be a better listener and doer!
So we can accomplish the assignments and tests given by Him and of course gain the standards grade or even become surplus...

Dank Gott!
Helmi J

He Witnesses everything..:)

Mind on Fire..

as of 14 June 2012 at 11 am, there was a call from someone,

her voice seemed accustomed to my ear, she said, hi,'where are u?' then I said I am in office, why? Don't u know about this?,,then I replied,what was that?

then she canceled the plan to told me the news, it made me in suspense! what was going on?what happened?this remained in my mind till the call is off.

few hours later, there was a dial from a lit boy, he said''please pray for me''. this led me confused and made me questioned. what's wrong?, I asked him to calm down his mind and soul,and let me know what the issue is. then he kept talking emotionally then almost crying..then I said, please control your emotion, don't let your fire bring you broke, then finally he heard me, then he started talking the issue happened.

as I let my ear on it, I kept in silence, my heart felt stop beating, my breath felt stop breathing...what???????

he kept saying''it was not I'' I pledged I didn't do that, It's bullshit for me being rude to my own niece, I love her like I love u,how could I be blamed?I was so depressed hearing what he said...

unconsciously, my tears are shedding on my cheeks, my eyes turn to red, I feel like on sudden boom fire,what happened there??????

he asked me to trust him that it was not he...I couldn't word anything, I keep in silence and silence.

I just talk to HIM, I exclaim all the thing I heard, I let Him know what happened, cuz I am speechless...I got stumbled. cuz I don't know exactly what the case is, and who gonna be accused? and what must be done?I was totally blank!

then , I bow my head, cross my hand, humble my mind soul, then I call Him,

Dear Father, Your righteousness will occur in exact time, I do believe, U see everyone, none of us in this earth could hide behind U, everything U witness not even simplest thing, on my weakness, we will gain the fact, we do believe in U Jesus, 

I told Him, we are in U, show us the right way to overcome this.

my tears stop shedding on my cheeks, I have a faith the truth will be displayed, I beg to Holly Spirit to take control on us all, let It dominate our mind and soul, let Him work on us...

I beg to the Holly Lord, within my faith , He will come in the middle of us, to unite us, to gather us, through this way. .

In the name of Holly Father, I would say, Thank you for relying this case on my small family, We are worth to receive it and it would our challenge in realizing that how great U have involved in us, that out of our consciousness we forget to thank every single things in our life.

We will be gladly achieving everything on YOUR willing only.

Thank you Jesus, We do love you no matter what...Amen