^-^ Good morning Universe and bloggers!!!^_^
Today is twenty fifth of August two thousands of twelve!
The day of free from arranged married!
The day of free from family pressure!
The day of free from a LOSER man!
The day of free from any treats!
The day of free from blank blank blank blank......etc!
What's left? REGRET TO HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH A LOSER!!!:)
This story was started in 2008 when she first graduated her degree!She has experienced in years up to the end of June 2012! It's a long non accomplished journey to have!
The dispute is END! NEW LIFE has come! She stated'' It's the time to bury the memories, time to shut off the memories, and to count in to a big hole and to close it!
As the symbol of her sincerity, She has given a gift that indicates that she forgives him though he doesn't!
She wishes for his new life as of today will last forever till the end of both of their time! till God takes them away!
She begs from her bottom of heart, sorry for everything happen. maybe this is the way to close this long dispute!
she still hopes that she will get along with them though the past has broken up the relationship!
She regrets to all her families, mom, dad, auntie,uncle,brothers and sisters.
Finally, Good bye arranged married! Welcome my loved married!
Friday, August 24, 2012
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
The Sincerity of Life!
A Pitiful short drama!
Casts : a small family , a mother(widow), and 2 young doughters!
Line : Being affluent is expected by most people in this universe!
On a beautiful sunny day, there is a small family lives in a remote area! The well-off is hardly to find out there!
There some times benevolent visited and took a look in that area, and they gave an aid to help the poor people stay there!
One day, one of the two daughters,(the younger) went to out of the ground to see and find some foods to feed!she was asked to look for anything that can be eaten by mother and the sisters! then on the way to reach up the place where foods are usually found is far from home! She was 15 yrs old, a young girl had to survive in the mid of forest for pretending her family's life! she stepped up her feet to move and move, she didn't dare to look around, she just step up, she heard many weird sounds, but she tried to ignore it and she encouraged herself to be brave and she foot up hurriedly.
Accidentally, she eared a clash, she didn't notify that her legs was fall onto a cramped hole!*zrekkkk
She grinned''hurt...!'' help...!'' none seem to wake her up! then she tried to hold the branches and occupied it tightly so she could stand up! finally she stood and continued to step up again eventhough her knees both were blooding. She was not worried on it, she just thought that she had to get the foods otherwise, she would be scolded and hit by her mom and sister...!
10 minutes after her prev walk, she eared a raucous sound say'' help me..help me''...the sound was not clearly heard but, she supposed that it probably was only her imagination!
then she strode again, and the sounds enliven the hush!then she stopped her stride!then saw the surrounding...
a few minutes later, after she looked around she found a part of body near the big tree!
She was totally shocked and stammer. She was totally afraid. Then she was quiet and nerve herself to get closer to that sound! She strolled her foots slowly and silently, and finally she displayed, that there was a young boy was trapped in cramped hole!She stared at the back of the man, she nerved herself to speak up''hello there?what were you doing? are you OK?'' within a faint sound she greeted the man!
suddenly, the surrounding was tranquil...
she encouraged her brave to see the man from the in front, then she surprised to see the a lean boy within a shabby face was tried to ask for help from anyone...he pretended to stay alive...
then she asked, what happened with you?why were you here?
*the man answered weakly''please help me,please help me...he didn't say any other words instead of saying g''help''!
After she heard it, she was confused and indecisive, and questioned herself?what should I do? *at that time the days went to afternoon!
She whispered to herself '' what if helped this man, I would not be home in allotted time, it cld be late night to get home, then I will be blamed and condemned or even I wld be spell out!'' but in other side'' this man wld be die what if I didn't help him''
she knew well how was the condition of that area, when it's night, the wild animals will roar as loud as popping bomb!and they will prey whatever they found!
*she got more indecisive...
She asked the man, what cn I do for you? then innocently, she storied all her minds above, then she said 'I am sorry I cld not help you now'' then she started to continue her way, but one step to move, the man kept begging, PLEASE HELP...:( she ignored it, she strolled her foots ahead,...*the man was shedding his tears and just kept begging...
after few steps, the girl stuck her foot!
She looked back and no more voice to begging a help! hurriedly, she turned back and run as fast as lion that hunt its prey!....
She found the man was unconsciousness! she felt guilty and said'' Sorry, I will help you, come wake up, try to go out from this hell hole! after hours struggling to save the man, finally the man was aided!!
OTHER SCENE!
A fortune family is worrying to wait the news of their nice children, named Shane!
''cring cring cring....there was a call!
a mother is hurriedly took a call and say''hellow..
The police: this is a police officer speaking, may speak to Mrs. Bright?
Mrs bright answered ; Yes I am, then the police officers inform that Shane has been found and he was save! an hospitalized because of his lot of pains!
a glorify mimic was expressed and she told to her husband that their only boy was save!
Then without thinking of anything, she and her husband drove to hospital as quick as tiger!
then they hugged it strongly within tears shedding on their cheeks!
Shane, Are you okey? How is it going?, mother asked
then Shane didn't answer the questioned, he tried to look his around to find the girl who has helped his life!
but he can't!
he tried to ask the police where was the girl, but they say there was no girl with me!
he was so sad and he pretended to back to the forest, however his condition was not allowed him to move a lot!he promised to himself that he will find the girl and have to!
*BACK TO SCENE 1
After giving an aid to the man, she felt so great and delighted, however one BIG hole was waiting for her!
then, finally she nerved herself to back home without taking anything, and she went home so lately!
in front of her hut, her mother and sister were waiting for her!
Shortly she was trapped and a cramped hole and was not feed anything,!
*she begged'' I am sorry mom, please give water,I am thristy''
She stammered on the hole that might be not heard by them!
Few days later, Shane , who was helped by the poor girl tried to look for her!
then in the shiny morning, Shane and his plane and other helper found a hut in mid of the forest, he was very happy and hoped that the girl was in there! and they landed the plane near the hut, and walk thru the way to grab the hut, then he knocked the door'' tuk tuk tuk,..
Excuse me? ...the mother opened the door and was totally shock and surprised?
and asked Shane within a pitch sound, ''who are you?'' asked mother!
Shane directly said, I am Shane who has helped by your daughter when I was loss in this forest!
then the sister went out the hut, and said ''It's me'' *the sister tried to lie Shane! and her mother did so!
Shane, firstly felt unsure that the girl he meant is she!
Who's your name?. asked Shane. ''I am Seeky!'' replied the sister
then, Shane asked Seeky and the mother to move to town, and he offered a better life there because he was saved!
then the mother leered to the sister and undoubtedly they agree to move and stay in a town!
then they packed themselves and start to leave the hut,!
few steps from home, Shane said something to Seeky,'' Thank you very much for saving my life''
O that's oc, the point you will give me and my mother better life as the feed back!''
Hearing that response, Shane felt unsure again, is she the girl or ??
then Shane pretended to take something that might leave near the hut! '' Sorry, please go first, I will be there in 10 minutes, I leave something near the hut when washing my hand!, said Shane
''Ok'' answered them!
the feeling of curious was stir up on his mind, and kept asking ,''was she the girl?''
after near the hut, he walked around the hut, and tried to hear anything,,,
Luckily, Shane find her, the girl who truly has saved his life, and he has knows what was happen why was she jailed in a cramp hole!
Shane was fire!he said that he won't let her mother and sister come with them!
Shane toted the girl because she could not stand because she has been starving for few days!
and he met the mother and Seeky, and told to them on firely!'' What have you done to this girl??
OmG, oo my daughter, we have been wating for you and looking for you so long!, grinned the mother!
*the mother and sister didn't realize that the girl has told everything to the Shane!
''You don't need to be awful!I have know everything!'' , expressed Shane!
Well, I have decided, both of you will not come with us! Shane instructed!
Then, the mother and sister were very ashamed!
and begging to Shane to be allowed to go with them!
and Shane took the girl's hand and engaged her to go with him!
'' Thank you Shane for your kindness and I am glad to know you!, but I won't go without my mother and sisters!'' said the girl!
Shane was surprised and delighted to see the girl's response!
What a beautiful hurt! keep loving even though you have been abused by your own family! expressed Shane!
'' no matter what, she is my mother and my sister'' I love them so much, and they are my life''!
said the girl!
*the mother and sister were very regret for everything they do towards the girl!
finally they took of together...
3 weeks later, Shane and the girl get married and have a happy lovely life!
_THE END_
Casts : a small family , a mother(widow), and 2 young doughters!
Line : Being affluent is expected by most people in this universe!
On a beautiful sunny day, there is a small family lives in a remote area! The well-off is hardly to find out there!
There some times benevolent visited and took a look in that area, and they gave an aid to help the poor people stay there!
One day, one of the two daughters,(the younger) went to out of the ground to see and find some foods to feed!she was asked to look for anything that can be eaten by mother and the sisters! then on the way to reach up the place where foods are usually found is far from home! She was 15 yrs old, a young girl had to survive in the mid of forest for pretending her family's life! she stepped up her feet to move and move, she didn't dare to look around, she just step up, she heard many weird sounds, but she tried to ignore it and she encouraged herself to be brave and she foot up hurriedly.
Accidentally, she eared a clash, she didn't notify that her legs was fall onto a cramped hole!*zrekkkk
She grinned''hurt...!'' help...!'' none seem to wake her up! then she tried to hold the branches and occupied it tightly so she could stand up! finally she stood and continued to step up again eventhough her knees both were blooding. She was not worried on it, she just thought that she had to get the foods otherwise, she would be scolded and hit by her mom and sister...!
10 minutes after her prev walk, she eared a raucous sound say'' help me..help me''...the sound was not clearly heard but, she supposed that it probably was only her imagination!
then she strode again, and the sounds enliven the hush!then she stopped her stride!then saw the surrounding...
a few minutes later, after she looked around she found a part of body near the big tree!
She was totally shocked and stammer. She was totally afraid. Then she was quiet and nerve herself to get closer to that sound! She strolled her foots slowly and silently, and finally she displayed, that there was a young boy was trapped in cramped hole!She stared at the back of the man, she nerved herself to speak up''hello there?what were you doing? are you OK?'' within a faint sound she greeted the man!
suddenly, the surrounding was tranquil...
she encouraged her brave to see the man from the in front, then she surprised to see the a lean boy within a shabby face was tried to ask for help from anyone...he pretended to stay alive...
then she asked, what happened with you?why were you here?
*the man answered weakly''please help me,please help me...he didn't say any other words instead of saying g''help''!
After she heard it, she was confused and indecisive, and questioned herself?what should I do? *at that time the days went to afternoon!
She whispered to herself '' what if helped this man, I would not be home in allotted time, it cld be late night to get home, then I will be blamed and condemned or even I wld be spell out!'' but in other side'' this man wld be die what if I didn't help him''
she knew well how was the condition of that area, when it's night, the wild animals will roar as loud as popping bomb!and they will prey whatever they found!
*she got more indecisive...
She asked the man, what cn I do for you? then innocently, she storied all her minds above, then she said 'I am sorry I cld not help you now'' then she started to continue her way, but one step to move, the man kept begging, PLEASE HELP...:( she ignored it, she strolled her foots ahead,...*the man was shedding his tears and just kept begging...
after few steps, the girl stuck her foot!
She looked back and no more voice to begging a help! hurriedly, she turned back and run as fast as lion that hunt its prey!....
She found the man was unconsciousness! she felt guilty and said'' Sorry, I will help you, come wake up, try to go out from this hell hole! after hours struggling to save the man, finally the man was aided!!
OTHER SCENE!
A fortune family is worrying to wait the news of their nice children, named Shane!
''cring cring cring....there was a call!
a mother is hurriedly took a call and say''hellow..
The police: this is a police officer speaking, may speak to Mrs. Bright?
Mrs bright answered ; Yes I am, then the police officers inform that Shane has been found and he was save! an hospitalized because of his lot of pains!
a glorify mimic was expressed and she told to her husband that their only boy was save!
Then without thinking of anything, she and her husband drove to hospital as quick as tiger!
then they hugged it strongly within tears shedding on their cheeks!
Shane, Are you okey? How is it going?, mother asked
then Shane didn't answer the questioned, he tried to look his around to find the girl who has helped his life!
but he can't!
he tried to ask the police where was the girl, but they say there was no girl with me!
he was so sad and he pretended to back to the forest, however his condition was not allowed him to move a lot!he promised to himself that he will find the girl and have to!
*BACK TO SCENE 1
After giving an aid to the man, she felt so great and delighted, however one BIG hole was waiting for her!
then, finally she nerved herself to back home without taking anything, and she went home so lately!
in front of her hut, her mother and sister were waiting for her!
Shortly she was trapped and a cramped hole and was not feed anything,!
*she begged'' I am sorry mom, please give water,I am thristy''
She stammered on the hole that might be not heard by them!
Few days later, Shane , who was helped by the poor girl tried to look for her!
then in the shiny morning, Shane and his plane and other helper found a hut in mid of the forest, he was very happy and hoped that the girl was in there! and they landed the plane near the hut, and walk thru the way to grab the hut, then he knocked the door'' tuk tuk tuk,..
Excuse me? ...the mother opened the door and was totally shock and surprised?
and asked Shane within a pitch sound, ''who are you?'' asked mother!
Shane directly said, I am Shane who has helped by your daughter when I was loss in this forest!
then the sister went out the hut, and said ''It's me'' *the sister tried to lie Shane! and her mother did so!
Shane, firstly felt unsure that the girl he meant is she!
Who's your name?. asked Shane. ''I am Seeky!'' replied the sister
then, Shane asked Seeky and the mother to move to town, and he offered a better life there because he was saved!
then the mother leered to the sister and undoubtedly they agree to move and stay in a town!
then they packed themselves and start to leave the hut,!
few steps from home, Shane said something to Seeky,'' Thank you very much for saving my life''
O that's oc, the point you will give me and my mother better life as the feed back!''
Hearing that response, Shane felt unsure again, is she the girl or ??
then Shane pretended to take something that might leave near the hut! '' Sorry, please go first, I will be there in 10 minutes, I leave something near the hut when washing my hand!, said Shane
''Ok'' answered them!
the feeling of curious was stir up on his mind, and kept asking ,''was she the girl?''
after near the hut, he walked around the hut, and tried to hear anything,,,
Luckily, Shane find her, the girl who truly has saved his life, and he has knows what was happen why was she jailed in a cramp hole!
Shane was fire!he said that he won't let her mother and sister come with them!
Shane toted the girl because she could not stand because she has been starving for few days!
and he met the mother and Seeky, and told to them on firely!'' What have you done to this girl??
OmG, oo my daughter, we have been wating for you and looking for you so long!, grinned the mother!
*the mother and sister didn't realize that the girl has told everything to the Shane!
''You don't need to be awful!I have know everything!'' , expressed Shane!
Well, I have decided, both of you will not come with us! Shane instructed!
Then, the mother and sister were very ashamed!
and begging to Shane to be allowed to go with them!
and Shane took the girl's hand and engaged her to go with him!
'' Thank you Shane for your kindness and I am glad to know you!, but I won't go without my mother and sisters!'' said the girl!
Shane was surprised and delighted to see the girl's response!
What a beautiful hurt! keep loving even though you have been abused by your own family! expressed Shane!
'' no matter what, she is my mother and my sister'' I love them so much, and they are my life''!
said the girl!
*the mother and sister were very regret for everything they do towards the girl!
finally they took of together...
3 weeks later, Shane and the girl get married and have a happy lovely life!
_THE END_
Tuesday, August 14, 2012
TEACHER, FRIENDSHIP,STUDENTS!
Look Beside! That's the teachers of the year 2008/2009!Great right!!!
Today, it's been in 2012, it has been a long time not seeing them and having a crazy chat with them all,,,Miss you so bad buddy!!!:(
Well, I don't know how to start my fingers to dance in this blog as I am fully blocked with excitement to seeing this pic!hahahahah
I had spent my years in this institution wt my friends in this pic, some of us was only for 1 or 2 years of teaching there!
Here you go!
We were the teacher of one of national plus schools in PKU. We had different site of teaching and of course different background too. This differ made a sense for us. it tightened our partnership one to another! I am not sure whether I still recognize all of them. Somewhat, by uploading this pic in this blog I will keep remembering them as well.
On my consider, this school is popular of its English program! it offers a vary kinds of English subjects such : linguistics including grammar, vocabulary, listening, writing and scientific knowledge such as chemistry, biology, physics, maths and also economic! what a great program!!!right!
All the teachers above were responsible to educate the students in accordance wt their skills.
Well, I won't note about the teachers' behavior. I just wanna recognize and admit that they were ever existing in my life time!
Being a teacher is not as easy as other professions! Everyone could master his special field,however it doesn't guarantee that he or she is absolutely capable in doing this kind of profession! Passion and Enthusiasm are totally needed to implement the job. eventhough we don't learn about the psychology, we have to do assisting the students in overcome their unwelcome behavior!for the first time it's totally annoying!but then it'll be a happiness for the teacher what if the sense of ''love'' exists in their mind!
after years, the feeling of possession stayed in my mind, and I do admit that they had made my lifetime shiner and brighter, though somehow there were a part of them uncontrolled!
Here is my former children...:)
that pic is totally a great time for me! it's like a friendship, there was no limitation between us at that time, though they called me 'miss' but the sense of joke was running smoothly! even while we took a pic, most of them tried to cheat me,hahahha...
They were the 8th grade!they were fun and enjoyable students to teach!We spent for a year to pass the grade to sustain the 9th grade. The girls and the boys are smart nice pupils! I acknowledged they are great!!and love them so much!
*but i used to hide my love to them, since I didn't expect them to be unreliable and lazy to compete among them!hahahahha, but somewhat, some of them pretended that I have loved them a lot! then I would say''NO" though I adore them from the bottom of my heart!:D
''Hi all guyss....You have added my line that could be proud of'' *say from my heart beat
It seem no students no teacher!
We were a friend outside the school hours!
And they could implement that statement!
Proud of them so much!
Though there was a bit disappointment during the years, it's covered wt their laugh and kindness on me!
It's unforgettable moment, working in the middle of friendliness!
I wish the best for you all...succeed in studying! grab your dream! don't allow your self to be discourage! But have a sharp keen to obtain your big ambision!
One day, When we see each other, hopefully we still recognize each another! though we are at the top of our succeed!
Miss you my former students!
God bless us as always!
:)
Friday, August 10, 2012
Out of Mind
Each of us does have a bunch of faith!
A faith enables me to accomplish our life line in His path. I don't know how far I have to walk in thru this path,I don't know what are the matters on coming days, I don't know whether the road is waving or even lots of hole! I just notify that I must stroll in as long as I live.
Somehow, to enlighten the days isn't as easily as spoken. I have to see a lot of kinds of human who has its own character and behavior! Enhancing the life cycle seem no matter when it goes smoothly. but if the race seem to have a lots of gravels we'll try to escape from this at all.
When I am buried in the questions, I can't find the answer, then I will think nothing, and try to ignore this whole matters. It seems like a blanket covered a whole part of my body in icy room. it will works as well to warm the itching body. but when it's applied on hot day, it will be such a trash that make me in suck of red!
Something, I cant' explore to is hardly to be saved! it deliberately hits my part of soul!
It needs to be frozen,then melted !
A faith enables me to accomplish our life line in His path. I don't know how far I have to walk in thru this path,I don't know what are the matters on coming days, I don't know whether the road is waving or even lots of hole! I just notify that I must stroll in as long as I live.
Somehow, to enlighten the days isn't as easily as spoken. I have to see a lot of kinds of human who has its own character and behavior! Enhancing the life cycle seem no matter when it goes smoothly. but if the race seem to have a lots of gravels we'll try to escape from this at all.
When I am buried in the questions, I can't find the answer, then I will think nothing, and try to ignore this whole matters. It seems like a blanket covered a whole part of my body in icy room. it will works as well to warm the itching body. but when it's applied on hot day, it will be such a trash that make me in suck of red!
Something, I cant' explore to is hardly to be saved! it deliberately hits my part of soul!
It needs to be frozen,then melted !
Heng Hong..:D
Well, today I am thinking of a lot of fun misery!
looking down on this desk there's a bunch of wire that connect this com to internet server!
glancing to my left, there is an empty seat that is subsidized for whoever visits this office esp the honor guest!
Hmm....Let me count??there are almost 5 people who have ever sit here!*eyecathing!
then, staring at the left corner, there is a man within quite stylish guy!but it's quite good to be friend with!
and the last guy, sitting in front of me is quite good man and smart and has a fab experience!
Yeah...that is the room of syala syalalala...hahahha
seeing the long big cupboard filled wt many kinds of file or documents make me want to vomit,since it's not organized neatly! and I don't know whose file are those!
anyway Whatever,,I got to adapt myself with this kind of space!at least for the next coming better room!
hahahhaha
*just little bit empty...
looking down on this desk there's a bunch of wire that connect this com to internet server!
glancing to my left, there is an empty seat that is subsidized for whoever visits this office esp the honor guest!
Hmm....Let me count??there are almost 5 people who have ever sit here!*eyecathing!
then, staring at the left corner, there is a man within quite stylish guy!but it's quite good to be friend with!
and the last guy, sitting in front of me is quite good man and smart and has a fab experience!
Yeah...that is the room of syala syalalala...hahahha
seeing the long big cupboard filled wt many kinds of file or documents make me want to vomit,since it's not organized neatly! and I don't know whose file are those!
anyway Whatever,,I got to adapt myself with this kind of space!at least for the next coming better room!
hahahhaha
*just little bit empty...
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