What !!!

Monday morning, first day of the weekdays...!
riding my motorcycle to office is my daily routine!
before driving, I always say '' Bless me Lord t''!
when I got into office, I put my finger on this finger print, as automatically
it responses '' Thank you'' it means I am in now!
Yeah,,,put my step on stairs to up,,it's at the second floor...go ahead and turn left,, yeah
I am in my room now! a daily activity!
Dear Lord, You truly know how I feel...I was in suspense in facing them! sometimes, I feel inconvenient in this kind of field! it seems that I was in drama, I behave like someone else...
I don't mean not thanking for all of this...I do believe Lord, You have a purpose placing me here...
I wld like to prove it and give all my best...I won't be able to do that before You Lord....!
Thank You Lord....I keep waiting for Your answer... 

No reason to refuse Him

Dear March...
Gutten Morgen...
Annyeonghaseyo...
Yeah. It's the first day of March 2013...
A month has been going thru. There were lots of happiness and sorrows happened.
Thank you God, for keeping me tough...
for blessing my family...for my parents, for their health, for their long life...
Thank you for my work, thank you for my position, thank you for my director, thank you for my co workers, thank you for health, thank you for my landlord, thank you for the dormitory, thank you for my sweetness, thank you for my safe, thank you for my salary, much more greatness I have from you!

Yeah..after I list my gratefulness, I now know that I was really blessed during a month ago, I am still blessed now, and I am going to be blessed on coming days and months. I have a faith in that!

So, I have no reason to refuse Him, I have no reason to neglect Him...
I just have a millions gratefulness to thanking Him..
For His Great Love, I am still alive and exist!

I don't care for what I am feeling now, that I care, I shall throw this bad attitude away...
I don't wanna walk on my way...I wanna stay in faith, that God gotta take this feeling out.
Enable me Lord...
I am ready, please come to my heart, amen!

One of mY wisH :)

First day of the second month of year 2013!
Yeah, Welcome Feb ^_^
Thanks to almighty Lord, Praise You on High...
Thank you Jesus for giving me lots of blessings...It's totally unpaid and uncountable
Lord, hereby I surrender all  my all in You...
I do believe, You will lead me and put me on Your best place...
I am very thankful to have parents like them, I bow my head and pray to You,
please enable my parents to overcome every single problem tht comes to their life..
In their old, let them keep worshiping on You thru their daily life...
Lord, as my wish. I wd lk to help them to construct my grandma house,
I know deeply Lord, I wont be able without Your help...
Unite as Lord as brother and sister, guide us Lord to put Your love on top of all
You know every second of my breath what I am worried of...
All my worry I put in onto Your foot...
In You Jesus, I get the power of life...
tht will strengthen me and fams to get them all...
Thank you Lord, I am blessed in  You , amen!

A Red Monday !^_^

21.01.2013

How's your day my blog!?
I hope you're doing good and better!

Well, I am sorry for letting you empty without my fingers during these couple of months!
I was too busy for taking care my job!
And you know, there were lots of things happened during the time!
I somehow truly enjoy and hate it a lot!
you know, today I am really like a desperate person that I hate most!
I could not control my temper! everything I look like a hell!
What a bad day for nice people like me!hahahhahaha
This morning. I was like a fire for my surrounding, I felt like wanna shout a loud like a lion in the jungle, can you imagine that?woeeeeeuuuu it bothers me a lot!
 Well, it doesn't matter at all for people but for me , I feel like somebody else.
I thought that I was just recovered from brain surgery!hohohoohoh, what a misery thought !!
I knew that nobody else took care what someone was feeling  at the time of speaking....
they just knew what they heard without taking care whether the words spelled out were truly from your heart.
and they will say '' that is your problem!''
Well, I understand that there is a day when we can hate our self a lot, and we become so hard to our self.
it means that we are weak! we need Savior to assist us in this life time!
we can not control every area of our life!
We need a guide who leads us on to in balance life!

hold me o Lord, guide me as your will only!