What !!!

Monday morning, first day of the weekdays...!
riding my motorcycle to office is my daily routine!
before driving, I always say '' Bless me Lord t''!
when I got into office, I put my finger on this finger print, as automatically
it responses '' Thank you'' it means I am in now!
Yeah,,,put my step on stairs to up,,it's at the second floor...go ahead and turn left,, yeah
I am in my room now! a daily activity!
Dear Lord, You truly know how I feel...I was in suspense in facing them! sometimes, I feel inconvenient in this kind of field! it seems that I was in drama, I behave like someone else...
I don't mean not thanking for all of this...I do believe Lord, You have a purpose placing me here...
I wld like to prove it and give all my best...I won't be able to do that before You Lord....!
Thank You Lord....I keep waiting for Your answer... 

No reason to refuse Him

Dear March...
Gutten Morgen...
Annyeonghaseyo...
Yeah. It's the first day of March 2013...
A month has been going thru. There were lots of happiness and sorrows happened.
Thank you God, for keeping me tough...
for blessing my family...for my parents, for their health, for their long life...
Thank you for my work, thank you for my position, thank you for my director, thank you for my co workers, thank you for health, thank you for my landlord, thank you for the dormitory, thank you for my sweetness, thank you for my safe, thank you for my salary, much more greatness I have from you!

Yeah..after I list my gratefulness, I now know that I was really blessed during a month ago, I am still blessed now, and I am going to be blessed on coming days and months. I have a faith in that!

So, I have no reason to refuse Him, I have no reason to neglect Him...
I just have a millions gratefulness to thanking Him..
For His Great Love, I am still alive and exist!

I don't care for what I am feeling now, that I care, I shall throw this bad attitude away...
I don't wanna walk on my way...I wanna stay in faith, that God gotta take this feeling out.
Enable me Lord...
I am ready, please come to my heart, amen!

One of mY wisH :)

First day of the second month of year 2013!
Yeah, Welcome Feb ^_^
Thanks to almighty Lord, Praise You on High...
Thank you Jesus for giving me lots of blessings...It's totally unpaid and uncountable
Lord, hereby I surrender all  my all in You...
I do believe, You will lead me and put me on Your best place...
I am very thankful to have parents like them, I bow my head and pray to You,
please enable my parents to overcome every single problem tht comes to their life..
In their old, let them keep worshiping on You thru their daily life...
Lord, as my wish. I wd lk to help them to construct my grandma house,
I know deeply Lord, I wont be able without Your help...
Unite as Lord as brother and sister, guide us Lord to put Your love on top of all
You know every second of my breath what I am worried of...
All my worry I put in onto Your foot...
In You Jesus, I get the power of life...
tht will strengthen me and fams to get them all...
Thank you Lord, I am blessed in  You , amen!

A Red Monday !^_^

21.01.2013

How's your day my blog!?
I hope you're doing good and better!

Well, I am sorry for letting you empty without my fingers during these couple of months!
I was too busy for taking care my job!
And you know, there were lots of things happened during the time!
I somehow truly enjoy and hate it a lot!
you know, today I am really like a desperate person that I hate most!
I could not control my temper! everything I look like a hell!
What a bad day for nice people like me!hahahhahaha
This morning. I was like a fire for my surrounding, I felt like wanna shout a loud like a lion in the jungle, can you imagine that?woeeeeeuuuu it bothers me a lot!
 Well, it doesn't matter at all for people but for me , I feel like somebody else.
I thought that I was just recovered from brain surgery!hohohoohoh, what a misery thought !!
I knew that nobody else took care what someone was feeling  at the time of speaking....
they just knew what they heard without taking care whether the words spelled out were truly from your heart.
and they will say '' that is your problem!''
Well, I understand that there is a day when we can hate our self a lot, and we become so hard to our self.
it means that we are weak! we need Savior to assist us in this life time!
we can not control every area of our life!
We need a guide who leads us on to in balance life!

hold me o Lord, guide me as your will only!

Bossy Bissy :D

Serapan di pagi hari:D
Pagi ini, sesungguhnya aku gak minat tuk serapan nasi atau lontong atau apalah...
namun tiba2 hasrat itu datang!
aku berpikir dengan segelas susu dipagi hari cukup,eh ternyata karna mood seseorang buat aku harus serapan, karna ia telah menyerap tenaga segelas susu tadi pagi!
Ternyata menghadapi orang yang moody dan gak tau diri cukup menguras tenaga, hingga memaksaku untuk injeksi makanan ke dalam perutku! syukurnya daku tipe orang yang suka makan!hahahahahhaa

Hey, You..!!!!!!!!
Dunia ini bukan milikmu Geng!
Dan kamu gak bisa hidup di dunia ini tanpa orang lain!
so jangan mentang2 kamu sudah berada di top kesuksessanmu kamu berlagak seenak perutmu aja!
Intinya kita2 sama sama mencari nafkah disni!so jangan sesuka hatimu aja mau berbuat dan bersikap apa!
Engkau jg punya keluarga, dan ku harap engkau bisa memposisikan segala sesuatunya terhadap dirimu, agar engkau tau apa rasanya ketika kamu berada di posisi itu!
and Yuuuu...sudah membuat orang jadi serapan pagi karna harus menambahkan energi tuk menghadapi sikapmu yang Moody tak jelas!
Say what you want!!!
we are now a magician yang tau apa yang kamu mau!

Note di pagi hari!
Ketika kamu berada di atas kesuksessan, bersikaplah ramah dan tetap merangkul bawahan,agar mereka mengerti apa yang kamu mau! dan mereka respect kepadamu bukan takut kepadamu yang sehingga membuat mereka blank dan tidak creative!
Ok!

OVER!

^-^ Good morning Universe and bloggers!!!^_^
Today is twenty fifth of August two thousands of twelve!
The day of  free from arranged married!
The day of free from family pressure!
The day of free from a LOSER man!
The day of free from any treats!
The day of free from blank blank blank blank......etc!
What's left? REGRET TO HAVE EXPERIENCE WITH A LOSER!!!:)
This story was started in 2008 when she first graduated her degree!She has experienced in years up to the end of June 2012! It's a long non accomplished  journey to have!
The dispute is END! NEW LIFE has come! She stated'' It's the time to bury the memories, time to shut off the memories, and to count in to a big hole and to close it!
As the symbol of her sincerity, She has given a gift that indicates that she forgives him though he doesn't!
She wishes for his new life as of today will last forever till the end of both of their time! till God takes them away!
She begs from her bottom of heart, sorry for everything happen. maybe this is the way to close this long dispute!
she still hopes that she will get along with them though the past has broken up the relationship!
She regrets to all her families, mom, dad, auntie,uncle,brothers and sisters.
Finally, Good bye arranged married! Welcome my loved married!

The Sincerity of Life!

A Pitiful short drama!
Casts : a small family , a mother(widow), and 2 young doughters!
Line : Being affluent is expected by most people in this universe!
On a beautiful sunny day, there is a small family lives in a remote area! The well-off is hardly to find out there!
There some times benevolent visited and took a look in that area, and they gave an aid to help the poor people stay there!
One day, one of the two daughters,(the younger) went to out of the ground to see and find some foods to feed!she was asked to look for anything that can be eaten by  mother and the sisters! then on the way to reach up the place where foods are usually found is far from home! She was 15 yrs old, a young girl had to survive in the mid of forest for pretending her family's life! she stepped up her feet to move and move, she didn't dare to look around, she just step up, she heard many weird sounds, but she tried to ignore it and she encouraged herself to be brave and she foot up hurriedly. 
Accidentally,  she eared a clash, she didn't notify that her legs was fall onto a cramped hole!*zrekkkk
She grinned''hurt...!'' help...!'' none seem to wake her up! then she tried to hold the branches and occupied it tightly so she could stand up! finally she stood and continued to step up again eventhough her knees both were blooding. She was not worried on it, she just thought that she had to get the foods otherwise, she would be scolded and hit by her mom and sister...!
10 minutes after her prev walk, she eared a raucous sound say'' help me..help me''...the sound was not clearly heard but,  she supposed that it probably was only her imagination!
then she strode again, and the sounds enliven the hush!then she stopped her stride!then saw the surrounding...
a few minutes later, after she looked around she found a part of body near the big tree!
She was totally shocked and stammer. She was totally afraid. Then she was quiet and nerve herself to get closer to that sound! She strolled her foots slowly and silently, and finally she displayed, that there was a young boy was trapped in cramped hole!She stared at the back of the man, she nerved herself to speak up''hello there?what were you doing? are you OK?'' within a faint sound she greeted the man!
suddenly, the surrounding was tranquil...
she encouraged her brave to see the man from the in front, then she surprised to see the a lean boy within a shabby face was tried to ask for help from anyone...he pretended to stay alive...
then she asked, what happened with you?why were you here?
*the man answered weakly''please help me,please help me...he didn't say any other words instead of saying g''help''!  
After she heard it, she was confused and indecisive, and questioned herself?what should I do? *at that time the days went to afternoon!
She whispered to herself '' what if helped this man, I would not be home in allotted time, it cld be late night to get home, then I will be blamed and condemned or even I wld be spell out!'' but in other side'' this man wld be die what if I didn't help him''
she knew well how was the condition of that area, when it's night, the wild animals will roar as loud as popping bomb!and they will prey whatever they found!
*she got more indecisive...
She asked the man, what cn I do for you? then innocently, she storied all her minds above, then she said 'I am sorry I cld not help you now'' then she started to continue her way, but one step to move, the man kept begging, PLEASE HELP...:( she ignored it, she strolled her foots ahead,...*the man was shedding his tears and just kept begging...
after few steps, the girl stuck her foot!
She looked back and no more voice to begging a help! hurriedly, she turned back and run as fast as lion that hunt its prey!....
She found the man was unconsciousness! she felt guilty and said'' Sorry, I  will help you, come wake up, try to go out from this hell hole! after hours struggling to save the man, finally the man was aided!!
OTHER SCENE!
A fortune family is worrying to wait the news of their nice children, named Shane! 
''cring cring cring....there was a call!
a mother is hurriedly took a call and say''hellow..
The police: this is a police officer speaking, may speak to Mrs. Bright?
Mrs bright answered ; Yes I am, then the police officers inform that Shane has been found and he was save! an hospitalized because of his lot of pains!
a glorify mimic was expressed and she told to her husband that their only boy was save!
Then without thinking of anything, she and her husband drove to hospital as quick as tiger!
then they hugged it strongly within tears shedding on their cheeks!
Shane, Are you okey? How is it going?, mother asked
then Shane didn't answer the questioned, he tried to look his around to find the girl who has helped his life!
but he can't!
he tried to ask the police where was the girl, but they say there was no girl with me!
he was so sad and he pretended to back to the forest, however his condition was not allowed him to move a lot!he promised to himself that he will find the girl and have to!
*BACK TO SCENE 1
After giving an aid to the man, she felt so great and delighted, however one BIG hole was waiting for her!
then, finally she nerved herself to back home without taking anything, and she went home so lately!
in front of her hut, her mother and sister were waiting for her!
Shortly she was trapped and a cramped hole and was not feed anything,!
*she begged'' I am sorry mom, please give water,I am thristy''
She stammered on the hole that might be not heard by them!
Few days later, Shane , who was helped by the poor girl tried to look for her!
then in the shiny morning, Shane and his plane and other helper found a hut in mid of the forest, he was very happy and hoped that the girl was in there! and they landed the plane near the hut, and walk thru the way to grab the hut, then he knocked the door'' tuk tuk tuk,..
Excuse me? ...the mother opened the door and was totally shock and surprised?
and asked Shane within a pitch sound, ''who are you?'' asked mother!
Shane directly said, I am Shane who has helped by your daughter when I was loss in this forest!
then the sister went out the hut, and said ''It's me'' *the sister tried to lie Shane! and her mother did so!
Shane, firstly felt unsure that the girl he meant is she!
Who's your name?. asked Shane. ''I am Seeky!'' replied the sister
then, Shane asked Seeky and the mother to move to town, and he offered a better life there because he was saved!
then the mother leered to the sister and undoubtedly they agree to move and stay in a town!
then they packed themselves and start to leave the hut,!
few steps from home, Shane said something to Seeky,'' Thank you very much for saving my life''
O that's oc, the point you will give me and my mother better life as the feed back!''
Hearing that response, Shane felt unsure again, is she the girl or ??
then Shane pretended to take something that might leave near the hut! '' Sorry, please go first, I will be there in 10 minutes, I leave something near the hut when washing my hand!, said Shane
''Ok'' answered them!
the feeling of curious was stir up on his mind, and kept asking ,''was she the girl?''
after near the hut, he walked around the hut, and tried to hear anything,,,
Luckily, Shane find her, the girl who truly has saved his life, and he has knows what was happen why was she jailed in a cramp hole!
Shane was fire!he said that he won't let her mother and sister come with them!
Shane toted the girl because she could not stand because she has been starving for few days!
and he met the mother and Seeky, and told to them on firely!'' What have you done to this girl??
OmG, oo my daughter, we have been wating for you and looking for you so long!, grinned the mother!
*the mother and sister didn't realize that the girl has told everything to the Shane!
''You don't need to be awful!I have know everything!'' , expressed Shane!
Well, I have decided, both of you will not come with us! Shane instructed!
Then, the mother and sister were very ashamed!
and begging to Shane to be allowed to go with them!
and Shane took the girl's hand and engaged her to go with him!
'' Thank you Shane for your kindness and I am glad to know you!, but I won't go without my mother and sisters!'' said the girl!
Shane was surprised and delighted to see the girl's response!
What a beautiful hurt! keep loving even though you have been abused by your own family! expressed Shane!
'' no matter what, she is my mother and my sister'' I love them so much, and they are my life''!
said the girl!
*the mother and sister were very regret for everything they do towards the girl!

finally they took of together...
3 weeks later, Shane and the girl get married and have a happy lovely life!
_THE END_